At 23, against all odds, I miraculously busted out of Jordan and moved to Melbourne, Australia, without knowing anyone, having a job, or knowing how I would survive on my own.
But my money wounds and my old beliefs kept haunting me. I still felt worthless and scared shitless no matter how much money I made.
I nickel and dimed myself, I felt guilty spending money. I was buying the lowest quality produce, I skimped on health care. I believed that all it took to be good with money was saving it!
As a child, I dreamed about traveling to the US one day. In 2015, I saved and made this happen!
It was right at the banks of the Mississippi River in New Orleans my spirit experienced its first awakening!
It was like I finally knew then and there why I was born.
Suddenly my Life's Purpose was revealed to me!
I was born to help others unburden themselves from money fear and the money wounds that manifest from childhood so they can find freedom.
But first, I had to do this for myself... This started my quest. My Hero's Journey!
My life completely changed and transformed from that moment onward.
On my quest to heal my own relationship with money, all I found were these “square” and binary you should do this, stop doing that, save more, spend less, control your urges... type of material. Going deeper, I found some money mindset and manifestation-themed approaches that barely scratched the surface for me.
I wanted something more. Something DEEPER AND MORE REAL that went to my core wounds, where all my beliefs stemmed from.
I also wanted something, a supportive container, that was BALANCED.
What was out there was either too rigid: Save, Budget,Restrict...
or too loosey-goosey: Chant affirmation, Rewire your mindset and Manifest.
What I required was a nice balance between the two: the nuts and bolts, with the energetics of money.
So I had to pave my own path.
My healing journey with money took me from the boring budgeting and money mindset deeper than dollars and into the abyss of my deepest shadows and insecurities.
It made me take a deep and honest look at my self-worth, self-confidence, my relationship with love and safety, and what it meant to me to be deeply fulfilled and secure.
I go into the details on my podcast.